LIFE IS CRUEL :'(

I do not know what to talk about.I cry and I don't know why,I just need happiness in my life but what I get is just a misery.My life is filled with sadness,what's wrong with me,all I was doing wrong in their eyes.Start with a friend who seems not like me,I know I'm not good but please respect me as a human.I'm not rich,I was not born with pleasure.All my friends from a wealthy family but I'm not.I want myself known as syaza that good drawing especially anime,I also want to be known as a clever husna and as well as my friend who is known by teachers but I cannot get it because my life never give happiness to me,urghh! Can I get happiness in my life? can I ?! urghh,life is cruel.I'm having fun,very fun,fun face of suffering,yeah -_-  does this suffering will end ? I hope it will end with happiness,yeah I hope it will end with happiness,there is no sadness,no suffering and no more fake smiles.Sadness surrounds my life,a place where I can go to get rid of my sadness,oh please don't say go to the beach,got to the resorts,go to village,the place it just makes me bored.I just need a friends who understand me,a family that really understands my feelings.That's all I need.Well life is cruel it can be wonderful if we be patient facing unexpected and always do things that lead to path, insha allah :) *see,I smile

Sorry if my english so bad.I'm just the human being who makes mistakes,mianhae ****

I do not know what to talk about.I cry and I don't know why,I just need happiness in my life but what I get is just a misery.My life is filled with sadness,what's wrong with me,all I was doing wrong in their eyes.Start with a friend who seems not like me,I know I'm not good but please respect me as a human.I'm not rich,I was not born with pleasure.All my friends from a wealthy family but I'm not.I want myself known as syaza that good drawing especially anime,I also want to be known as a clever husna and as well as my friend who is known by teachers but I cannot get it because my life never give happiness to me,urghh! Can I get happiness in my life? can I ?! urghh,life is cruel.I'm having fun,very fun,fun face of suffering,yeah -_-  does this suffering will end ? I hope it will end with happiness,yeah I hope it will end with happiness,there is no sadness,no suffering and no more fake smiles.Sadness surrounds my life,a place where I can go to get rid of my sadness,oh please don't say go to the beach,got to the resorts,go to village,the place it just makes me bored.I just need a friends who understand me,a family that really understands my feelings.That's all I need.Well life is cruel it can be wonderful if we be patient facing unexpected and always do things that lead to path, insha allah :) *see,I smile

Sorry if my english so bad.I'm just the human being who makes mistakes,mianhae ****

Who I am? Hello guys! just call me Sora, Akami or kairis girl #jelly with it?? I'm born on 3rd of April in the year of 2000 in Malaysia. My hometown is Seoul, South Korea #dreaming but I'm currently in Sabah, Malaysia. I'm now study in Tawau School. I'm pure malaysian.I'm an otaku since 2013 also a kpoppers and a big fan of KaiRis,JunSeob and Taemin.I hate being alone and I hate when somenone ignore me.I love Pink,look girlish right? I have different personalities,so be careful with me :p I do hate bugs,make up ,anons, haters, and copycaters . Proud to be a hardcore KPOP fans since 2011.. I'm kind of feminine 'boyish' girl. And also bad in 'aegyo'.. Huh -..-"Currently in a mentally dating with all my BIASED.42kg++ weight (quite heavy. duhh~) and 152 height. hihi..i'm famous on tv (public figure) #lying.My personalities are shy, cannot start a conversation and blur.Hates those who 'not honest' in friendship and ignore others.Hate me? #get out you looser(s)